安静了

有时候发现

还是沉默

比较好

说的越多

错得越多

做得越多

就越让人觉得碍眼

对不起

我还是那么的在意别人的眼光

告诉过自己

不要去在意

做自己吧~

却发现

我说的话

好像都是说错话

我做的事

好像也是错的

只会惹来批评

最后

只好

安静了.........

~ 奔驰 in UPM ~

A week before,

i saw a flyer on my kolej board and is about olahraga.

suddenly got feel wan to RUN~

track running is always my favourite sports !

becoz tats the only sports i know how to play la~

i suck in ball game =p

really many years didnt run le,

since form 5 bah~

3 year++

wondering my muscle is replaced by my fats ady

hahah >___<

after thinking for many day,

i finally made my mind

so i sms the person incharge on Thursday morning,

i said im interested in 100m & 4x100m relay~

[ now i feel that i had made a RIGHT decision!!! yeah!!! XD ]

so the person call me to gather on saturday 7.30am ,

which is TODAY~~~

when i reach the place,

i found out there were just a few of us

so i just wait there for others to come...

then they suddenly said wan go le,

im wondering go where...not run in our kolej meh?

then they say is go PUSAT SUKAN

when reach there,

i found out ALL other kolej ppl is there aso 0.0

WALAO~ i really stunt dao le~

i thought is run wif my own kolej de ppl leh...

i just come to take part yi xia

mana tau is a such BIG event lai de =___=

Ohhhh Noooooo~~~

yuan lai im representing my kolej to take part

in the competition between all kolej kolej in UPM =.=

[ they never even do ]

i wonder why they let me take part

they never see me before de nor know how i run

summore never do selection de

really scare i will make them dissapointed on me

=((((

macam 误打误撞 lo~~~

so my first event is saringan for 100m

really gan jiong arrrr~

my muscle long time never use neh~

but aso 硬着头皮，

上吧！！！

i run wif bare foot,

coz the spike geh size not ngam~

when my foot step on the track

suddenly 感动了一下 >.<

it had been three years i never step on it le~~~

i miss the run feeling~~~ <3

really shock when i get 1st place in the saringan

and go for the semi final

Unbelievable!!!

im still able to sprint !!!

Go for semi final,

And unbelievable AGAIN~

i get in to the FINAL ! omg~~~

i cant believe my own leg arr~

i tot i will be 包尾 de leh,

coz university so big...

sure got many 高手...

Then is the 4x100m relay,

im the 3rd runner...=)

but dont really get use to the track coz i usually run 4th runner de ><

hehe....

today i get to feel the baton again~

and the very nervous feeling during relay~

coz relay is groupwork , not individuals

must be depends n trust in ur group runner

we get 1st in the semi final XD

tats mean i will need to come for two finals in the evening

so i back to my room during break

when back to the room

i called someone~~~

really cant wait & excited to tell that someone about today

hehehe >_<

miss the someone voice

and can hear that not so stress like few days ago le

maybe exam over dy?

=)

in the evening,

back to the stadium

run for 100m final

but i only get the 4th place

coz in finals,

one is Malaysia representative and one is State representative

=.=

if i can win jiu really miracle lo~~~ HAHAA~ XD

but in the 4x100m final,

WE DID IT !

we get 1st place neh~~~

weeeeeeee~~~

^_^

I never regret that i join this

although no friends accompany me

but i still insist to join it myself

i feel happy for myself (coz last time i owex follow friends or relay on friends de, but this time i had made my own decision without depend on friend whether to join together anot)

love today so much

love the feeling of sprinting on the track

but i get dark le~

SUNBURN arr~ now my face red red le

very obvious tim~

and tomorrow is our course night

how am i going wif my dark face and dark hand larh =((((

can i get whitening in one night time? ^^

dreaming la me~

so see me in sunburn & dark skin tone tmr in my dress

=)

~First week in UPM~

Finally got time to blog le~

as i didnt get to online for the first week before~

so now updated xia to my dear & darling & frz~

1st week:

Just TWO DAYS before i daftar diri,

i just get to know that i had been accepted to UPM

really shock dao lo~

but that aso means that i just got only 2 DAYS to settle all my stuff, luggage, letter, bank account, ptptn, bsn pin number n etc.....

rush dao~~~

on monday (19/9), once i checked in,

my life is changed~~~

and my UNI life started~~~

on the first week,time was really packed,

whole day justbusy-ing wif the daftar kursus thingy

register myself for this n that~

but luckily got a coursemate always help me =D

she get contacted wif me before i daftar for the second intake

n always help me n others who is aso second intake de

she is Yee Shin~

all of us aso call her "Manager"

she really got the manager style lo & very passionate !

on the first week, not really know my coursemate yet,

as we live in the different kolej,

feel like we are seperated nia =(

but we second intake de many in kolej 6.

n those first intake de in kolej 5 for our course.

Hope can get to know them more for the coming week =)

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Back to my kolej~

which is the place is live~

look like it is the most far block from the kolej centre,

but huile said my block very near to her block nia ~

hehe...next time can go visit visit =D

And introduce my ROOMMATE~

when i reach my room,

she n her family was cleaning the room ady~

they aso cleaned my side de table n bed aso,

really thanks neh~

her name is Ai Lee~

a very pretty and 斯文 girl neh~

den horr, she aso got a sister in upm.

yuan lai they is Twins~

she is the elder sister...

her sister sure very pretty aso

so ngam neh, both sister aso get UPM together~

About the first few night in upm,

i really cant sleep

maybe is bu xi guan bah~ o.O

when i lye down, although very very tired,

but aso cant fall asleep

den morning jiu wake up at 6am~

like no sleep dao nia

this continue for many days

and make my PANDA EYE deep dao..........

but when i wan to sleep, cannot get to sleep aso,

n aso very easy to be waken up =.=

and aso need to turn off the light when sleep,

very scare yi xia de lo~

keep staring at the light outside de room nia >_<

the water here very damn cold arrr~

i feel like im having [braveness test] every morning when im going to bath =.=

cold dao.................

i wan freeze jorr laa~

i miss my home hot water

i miss my home comfortable bed

i miss my grandma cooking

i miss many many thing......

although i miss it,

but i aso have to accept the reality~

i need stay here for 4 years~

SO,

use to it ,

adapt to it ,

n LOVE it~~~